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Recently, he is like kind of paranoid. When my sister told him shes going chalet, he asked her why does she have to go to chalet and is it because she dont like home?

When my mother is going Malaysia for work, he said "wah, now two people not around" and told her to hire a maid so she can fly around and wont be tied down.

And yeah, he drink again.
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I remembered my dad coming out from my mother's room saying something unpleasant and then i heard the sound of can being opened. Whenever i hear that, I really start to feel scared and my heart would start beating fast. I start to get scared and was reminded by what happened last year, my father drinking and quarreling with mother and on the verge ( Read more... )

I dont really cry anymore knowing my grandma is gone. Somehow, more of like, I finally accept it. However, at times, I might miss her when I think about her or when some things reminds me of her.

I cried the most on Tuws and the rest of the days in funeral. That time, I find it so hard.. so hard to accept it. Its like, she looked as though she is ( Read more... )

I am sad over my grandmother's death and now Im scared my parents will die, especially my dad because his mother passed away and he told me he got heart disease or something...   If he got heart attack, he will die. cos he smoked a lot so the tar is like collected in his arteries(?) etc. I dont know... I am just scared that someone will die, leave ( Read more... )

My mother asked my grandma if she's ever unconscious, would she want us to try and make her back alive? She nodded. My grandma wanted to live.

To be honest, if i was in her shoes, I really wouldnt want to live because i cant eat, drink, can barely talk and i will feel that i will trouble people. But my grandma wanted to live, I guesd perhaps its ( Read more... )

My grandma just passed away, cause of death was  Pneumonia& esophageal carcinoma.

I am glad she was freed from her sufferings but I cant helped but to get sad because I can never see her again. I miss her already tbh.

Received an emergency call just now, telling us that she is unconscious. my mother told me that, she might not make it. We were all ( Read more... )

You know, getting shitty results despite trying real hard is so depressing.
Like, why is my best this shitty? This shows how plain dumb i am. Tears isnt even enough to express how I am feeling right now.

I cant even go to the course I badly want, the dream poly.

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Today, i charged the wrong item and i apologized to the customer, but she was so pissed. I told her to go to Exchange and return and she was like "I am in a hurry you know, i have to fetch my son!" and when she headed to customer service, she said "Why am i going there when it is all your fault?" She was also looking at my name tag all the while.

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I choose this option cos idk how long will i continue hurting you and when will it stop. Sorry fr the effort and time you have wasted on me. But really, I am no nice afterall.

Please lead a better and happier life. U will definitely find someone better.

no one should come help me or be close with me. or else, you will only be miserable.

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